Amazing

  I've tried four times to get out what I mean to say. I've sat here and typed paragraphs and deleted them because they just don't capture what I'm trying to say. So I'm just going to write and hope it makes sense.


  God is amazing. I just want to scream it from the rooftops. God. Is. Amazing. God is so far above anything I could ever imagine, so much higher and more awesome than anything I could ever dream of. He breathes out stars and speaks light. His hands dropped the stars into place and I know he knows their names. The sky screams his praises, the sun rises and sets to the glory of his name. There is nothing like Him, no one like Him in the whole of creation. He cares for the birds and the trees, He cares for His creation because he loves to do so. How magnificent is that. Everything he's done is awesome, even if it doesn't look that way. He's provided so much and kept me so long, I could never trust another like I trust Him. He's the one who I know I can turn to when I'm scared, when I feel alone or distressed, when I don't know what to do, when I'm overjoyed and don't know what to do with the happiness I feel. He's there. I could never hide from Him because his eye is always on me. He doesn't look away because he loves me. It's insane.
   I don't think I could ever fully comprehend all that He is or all the love He has for me. He holds me and never lets go, He's patient and kind and generous and so many more things that no language could ever quite convey. The few words that I can give are far less than what He deserves but I don't have anything else to give. And even in my piddly little offering, He's glad. Because He's amazing.